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Life in a Day (Day in a Life) Episode 6
May 28, 2011 03:25 PM PDT
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What is a narrative? Here is your chance to see ChemaRoc’s 11:11 minute narrative in action. The animistic backdrop of West San Mateo, Ca is the setting. As Jason Kephas says “If you want to know where you’re at look around you.”

pretty memories Episode 5
May 12, 2011 06:37 PM PDT

A life in a day at CIIS, more things than Gabriel, Conspiracies and aliens, taking maps as real, Zach navigating through discomfort, how is silence awkward, extreme anxiety experience, scaring yourself to wake up, knight moves, a mission in the Mission, illuminating & healing the world, the hard part, looking at the internal struggle, changing in the moment, starting with yourself, feeling empowered, covering up problems, false airs, sponsored by Hendrix gin, SWEDA as a warm hot place, everything speaking to me, 101, being aware while driving from Frisco, abstractions in the body, jay z explains the evils, music & placing, pretty memories in FC, & natural listening

Flashing Lights Episode 4
May 06, 2011 10:27 PM PDT

Jeremy & Gabriel discuss life by the Lagoon , the rebirth of an old myth, being caught in the crossfire, Doliones, the storms brewing, leadership taking people down, all eyes on you, having high expectations of everyone, the matrix of SWEDA, wanting to please, leadership as sacrifice, riding the wave of self inquiry, merging while deconstructing, where B is, wanting to be seen, Zach & J’s discourse on how we create the mind from the distorted ways we see our self through other people, adjusting our realties, using inner/outer maps, & mundane examples

Jews, Niggers, & Wiggers Episode 3
May 05, 2011 12:07 AM PDT

Jeremy, Gabriel, & Mark have a three way on Sunday August 29, 2010.

When they are not talking over each other they discuss sexual healing, the Mecca of BBC, Picking that shit apart, Scorpios as Detectives, Shadow of the Ghost of Elvis, off the radar, the “nigger talk”, world record for a podcast, cyber exorcism, Mark Pissed off, Gabriel asking a honest question, Lebanese Blonde, Integrating of the Wigger, Markie Mark making me want to shot myself in the face, Yo MTV Raps & Rakim, Beastie Boys, New York Jewish Boys, “Way to Bring it back Luke", Ginger Kids & Step Childs, Race & the original man, Nazis & the Holocaust, Investing in Identity, Jeremy’s big pin, Blacks & Jews being Shit on, Adam Sandnler loves Chris Rock, Protocols of the Elder of Zion, Who are the real Jews, Tribes of Israel at Venice Beach, Neville Goddard & the Kabala, As Above so below, Fitting into the Archetypal System, Bringing it back to the small picture, containing the fire, Alchemy of two different Cultures, Messengers of the Meta Souls, Africa & Mexico, Meeting of the Ancestors at the Super Market, America to Japan, Knowing when to Leave, I miss Joe, “Yo Gabe”, Mark on the edge, Discordia getting to me, Chaos, Satan & the Stars, Order in Mathematics, The Movies Pi & Contact, Trying to figure out the creators of the universe, Pi as an encoded message built into the nature of the universe, Perfect Order, Fractals & the Mandelbrot Set, Getting a Beer & Bowl, SWEDA Question, Grand Torino, Eastwood going out in a blaze, hardening & softening, not wanting to lose, not letting people see that I’m vulnerable, fight or flight, staying thuged out, adapting to the world by being nice or tough, manipulating, Gabriel’s tool, natural giving, giving up your desires to want something in return, I'm not wacking off, peeing the dogs, & Fear & Loathing in Detroit

Test Dream Episode 2
May 04, 2011 08:32 PM PDT

Consciousness has been called awareness of awareness and is characterized by novel connections among the data of experience.

In this episode Gabriel & Mark discuss Book 4, Crowley, Austin Osman Spare, Automatic drawing, Quantum Speed, Internet Speed ups, Mushroom Spore, Cohort E, Homo Serpiens: A Secret History of DNA from Eden to Armageddon, Aeolus Kephas, Internet Marketing on Facebook, 400,000 people, Jason on Coast to Coast, Introducing Howie & Clyde, Alchemical Marriage Directing Traffic, Herding Cattle on the Net, the 3 paths of Shocking, Making them Laugh, Something real, miley cyrus smoking salvia, 1,000,000 friends clicking, Ilinois State Theory, Practice of Making things that effect a large amount of people, partner sick mind going viral, babies holding their parents bongs, phone check homie, Ray Ray, Princess & The Frog, Black Disney leads, Sophie, Waldorf School, The Obamas in Watts, “We The People”, Documentary Actor, Crying during the election, Waking up to big picture stuff, Behind the scene of the small picture, SWEDA, JDR & Castaneda, Being the One, Number one Guru, Book of Pleasure, Following yourself, Self Love & the Emotion of Laughter, Psychology of Ecstasy, Pretty Memories, Old Jew stories & the Beastie Boys, Merry Christmas, Krishna Birthday Celebration, Little Bombay 07" Chanting with Amma, & Going Dumb at the Ashram

come enmesh with us

Test Dream
May 04, 2011 07:56 PM PDT

Let me tell you something about how you and I are enmeshed. It starts like this.

Our patterned wants and needs are laid down in those first few years of life. We carry them with us wherever we go. In every single interaction, in every relationship, we are unconsciously driven to seek what we didn't get in childhood, or to help alleviate the pain of not getting it, and we will use the other person in any way we can. Ordinary friendship, then, is always based on a secret agreement to service the wants and needs of the other person, in return for the same treatment: "You ease my pain, I'll ease yours."